You’re Next Big Project is You


I see stuff like this posted everywhere and in a way its largely true. Every year I make promises to follow  through on a hundred different projects, my depression takes over at some point and I end up with so many incomplete projects and a sense of dread that no matter how hard I try I will never be the person I want to be. I am trying to go into this new year differently. If I stop trying to say I am going to complete a ton of projects and start focusing on myself and the motivations I need to make it through the day maybe in the end I will have completed a few different projects and fell much better about the person I am becoming. When I was in my early twenties I thought that the world was over. I lived in a bad situation and couldn’t get out. I stayed in that mindset for almost 10 years. It took someone tearing me down so deeply that I had completely lost who I was. That was probably the best thing that happened to me because I found someone who inspires me to work harder and try to continuously be better.

So for me this year my next big project is me. I am going to focus on self care, doing more DIY’s, learning more everyday, finishing things I am putting off and starting things that are now just dreams in my head. I look forward to all the things that this new year brings. I hope that you will join me and see how this little blog I haven’t treated the best, flourishes into something I love.